Ive fallen
Mistress of the Shadows
My Prince at my side
I lie with him each night
I lie beneath him
My heart races
The great seductress
Now helpless against him
Overpowered, under his spell
But hes broken me
Broken my heart
And the pain
The pain is so much greater
Than I had expected
I have to relieve this pain
Somehow, some way
Or Ill simply go insane
So I take the razor
My only true friend
And I drag it across my pale skin
Marring my flesh
A familiar sensation
Almost nostalgic
Bringing back forgotten memories
Memories best left behind
Ive fallen
Fallen so very far
Deep inside I feel it
The warmth thats slowly spreading
I cant stop the giggles
Im not sure I want to
I smile when I see him
My whole body blushes
And then he smiles
He says those words
Oh, I can feel my heart melt
His arms wrapped around me
Ive never felt so safe
I feel his muscles pressed against me
His lips kissing my neck
Softly, sweetly
Holding me as though I were delicate
As if hes afraid to lose me
Afraid hell hurt me
Hes found his way into my heart
And seems to be quite content there
It seems hell stay awhile
My heart jumps and races
My mind slows down, stops
My ton
Girl:
I love the way he feels
All hard muscle at my mercy
A sweet look, a quick bite
And he's all mine, you see
I love the way he feels
Beneath me, atop me
Doesn't matter much
For he's mine, you see
I love the way he feels
The things he does to me
The marks he leaves are painful
But they're mine, you see
I love the way he feels
So tall, so strong
And still so gentle
Because he's mine, you see
Boy:
I love the way she feels
All soft curves at my mercy
A small smile, a soft touch
And she's all mine, you see
I love the way she feels
Beneath me, atop me
Doesn't matter much
For she's mine, you see
I love the way she feels
Loving many, loving none
A heart's decision, a battle won
It drags you down, it pulls you under
As it closes, you hear the thunder
As you once again awaken
Down to your soul, you are shaken.
Eyes are open; lungs are burning.
You see its form, its head is turning.
Heart is pounding, mind is racing
You know it is Death youre facing
All the years that you have wasted
You see your soul, so warped and twisted
Laid before you, every sin
The many scars upon your skin
You see them now, so very clearly
Over the edge, you very nearly
Throw yourself into the deep
Into Deaths arms, into Hells keep
Then you feel it, Dea
Prologue
A pale girl scurried through the halls, a heavy bucket in hand, her long red hair pulled in a loose bun at the base of her neck. Her violet eyes scanned the area around her for any sign of danger as her heart pounded. She had definitely felt something nearby, had heard someone whisper her name. The sound had sent a chill down her spine. Could it mean...
The pain ripped the breath from her lungs, blurred her vision as she spilt water from the bucket she carried. She pressed a hand to her heavy belly. "She's coming..." Ebneon whispered as she hurried to finish her chores.
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"What took you?" A tall, pale woman with shoulder length
There's two wierd collections of little bumps on my right leg, down near the ankle. My mom's friend said their either heat rash or hives. More likely to be heat rash because their so small. They don't itch or anything, so I don't think their bug bites. Anyone know what they might be?
I really fucked up with my boyfriend. I said something, and he took it in a way I never expected him to. I really fucked up this time. It's going to take a while to fix the damage I've done, if I can fix it at all. I feel so close to tears right now, but I hate crying. It always makes me feel like a weakling. I think I'm going to throw up.
My friend Mauricio came over drunk. I'm now kind of sort of taking care of him. I'm majorly stressed and slightly suicidal. Today has not been a good day... I think today should die.